13 years together...11 years married. Writing about our last year of life has become one of my favorite ways to reflect on our marriage. It allows me reflect and have record of what went on. This last year has been a year of major growth for both Levi and myself. We have hit some of our lowest points in the last year. The vow "in sickness or in health" has been something we learned to live out. In my experience loving someone when their sickness has an end date is easier for me. Knowing the flu will be over in a couple days. This year we experienced a different kind of sickness...depression...anxiety...disordered eating. Last fall everything came crashing down. It wasn't an event that led to the crash. I think it was the lack of an event. For several years now there has been something we have had to face. Rory's death, Addison's health, and then Elias' health. Last fall Elias was finally off his feeding tube and several of his meds. We weren't having t...